Sunday Night Thoughts: Why can not I love Metal Gear Solid?

What I will say is unlikely to be a little unpopular with some I do not like Metal Gear Solid.
But we understand: it is still a series that I respect. Simply put, despite the quality of games, I can not get used to it. Almost as if there's a little something that spoils a bit of my immersion in the game This thing is the gameplay. It's not bad, we can do things very friendly with Snake. But for a player like me, it smells hodgepodge of buttons to master and movements to know. In my opinion, this is not quite intuitive: in the episodes I played, although the beginnings of the adventure be smooth, I feel personally clueless after a while. Kind there is a guard who monitors a door, how to avoid it? Crawl quietly behind him? Throw a grenade as a big nag? The sleep? Something like that bothers me: in AMS, there are several ways to do something. It's almost discouraging.
So you always think that I am wrong because I am not able to cross the corridor without being spotted me and I do not know me master the weapons or hiding behind a wall and yada yada yada. No, the problem is different. My playing style is certainly not very subtle, but I feel almost ashamed not to know me properly use the weapons and strategies available to me. A bit ashamed as if I were the hero, Solid Snake, the only hope of saving our world a world war was based mechas I really know what ... It's a bit weird though: when he criticized the gameplay is so rich! It is a paradox, for sure, maybe my mind is that old crouton that resurfaces, contenting myself very well with two buttons on a joystick to enjoy playing ...
I even forgot to tell you about the events I played. We will act quickly, there are only two: MGS4 and MGS first name (downloaded via PSN). I am clear that this is the order that I played. In fact, I was never attracted AMS in the past, for some reason. Still keen on the PlayStation, not any episode interested me. But no really, what! Maybe I kept the bad memory of a demo of MGS1, not yet mastered the controls to finish the level. But I think I was a little too young for this kind of game .. Do not forget to mention SSBB with Snake as a playable character, but it did no more than that applied to get an episode of AMS.
There is the case MGS4, that I offered in Platinum Edition. Seeing a particular action / infiltration rate very random, I was not quite convinced. Gameplay rigid (in my opinion), IA doubtful, I went to the end of the game, but never be invaded by any passion.
And despite the mixed feelings frankly, there is the case MGS1. Nothing to do: I know that this game is ultra famous, but I am too ... closed. No way to enjoy play, and yet I am aware that this is a game damn well overall. Good story, colorful characters, different situations, perfect music ... everything is good in the pig! Except that damn gameplay that I can not get used.
Must believe that the games are not really undercover for me. No hard feelings, Snake ...